Event : after dropping her to her Faculty , go back to room , packing , then go class .
Event : during the lecture, wanna bring friend to cut hair, gotta rush,lecture finish at 2 , go back take car then will be 2.20 go out.
Event : fucking HTC got problem, cant contact HER, straight go cut hair without informing, only a msg sent to HER that i will go out , she got lab at that time , no reply . promised to bring HER along , but i didn't .
Event : ppl that i fetch included a GIRL , that SHE said b4 , in her opinion , is a pretty one, for me , not me, all our friends , she is just like our brother , I CAN SWEAR!!!!! I believe that I got no feeling on her and I told everything clearly , SHE just don't beLIEve me.
Event : I bring them to cut hair , I go Bank settle some money matters, after that , go to find the cut hair gang , i found a parking after seeking for some rounds , RAINING , inside the car , i cal her again after receiving some msg including hers.
Event : during i driving , i got call everyone, my phone signal show no service , no line , very pek cek! Dunno how to fix it , restart n times, finally ok, phone can't receive any msg , after restart only receive those msg , SHE thought my phone no battery.
Event : I hungry , didn't eat breakfast n lunch ,i call her,SHE is sleeping,then she say just finish LAB,i told her that i will eat McD , SHE say : i thought you say wanna bring me go ? then i told her wat happen to my phone , then SHE ask who got go , i mentioned some names , SHE got no response , until i mentioned the 'PRETTY' "GAL" name, she say : Oh, got bring her go is it? B'cuz bring her go so You DON'T WANT bring me go la.. I told her the phone thing, SHE say : You don't know how to borrow phone from friends and call me?? she then off the phone call..
.............................................................................................. Feeling at that moment :
then i msg her ,
i told her that i very upset ,
why everytime also wanna relate my friends ( i mean girls ) to whatever I do that SHE think that is not ok to her...
she ask me not to reply , she don't wanna see doctor and don't wanna eat medicine .
in my opinion, this is not a good example , no matter how u angry , never ever do something that will harm your health , not matured , i am not really like this kind of prerogative.. i told her many many times..
she gimme back my advice, (T.T).......... I really very HEART PAIN !!!!!!!!!!!
I wonder .. Do I need to break up every friendship with every girls ? Is this The ONly way that will make her TRUST me ? What happen if i become a gay later ? ............................................................................................... Currently, I have to manage my business , my homework , my uni activities , and I wanna spend time with my sweetheart too..
My heart got you, You don't know?? I told You THE SECRET before.. so i really wish to stop those stupid thinking.. we LOVE each other. I am learning to think at your side. I know you are learning to do the same thing to me too.
what we are doing now is very dangerous .. remember the SECRET that i told you , anything might happen, just like me, B'cuz of THE SECRET , i managed to earn some glory in Ins. , i managed to enter UKM to meet you , just like when form 5 in Taman Ehsan , we continue in UKM too!!
before i post it :
I wish : She would read it, especially the ITALIC part at the end of blog, that's what inside my heart and my mind want me to type it out..
In this coming "Zap Goh Meh" in 2009 , I'm glad that I'm invited by a Senior GSM which is also my best buddy as well as my teacher , I'm going to Sibu in Sarawak , To give a talk bout my life since I first joined Ins. in Great Eastern Branch @ Sibu,Sarawak, This will be my FIRST TIME in MY LIFE , To be a speaker, In front of my colleagues and friends , I wish ONE or TWO of my friends wil follow me to go there , To have both vacation and knowing more bout Ins. , This is a career that can make our dreams come to reality , The only condition is that we MUST APPLY what we LEARNT , And PLAN OUR WORK , THEN WORK OUR PLAN , As long as u WANT , and WORK YOUR PLAN , NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE !!!!
WISH YOU WHO READ THIS BLOG THE BEST OF LUCK IN THIS GOLDEN OX YEAR!!!!
- UKM 1st Year 2009
- Ins. Advisor since July '07
- Great Eastern
- MDRT '08 (MDRT.com)
- Top 4 Rookie Agent GE
- Top Rookie Agent Super Group
- Mega Star Producer Super Group
- Overseas Trip Award
- Every Year GOAL : MDRT Till Life Time !