I Observe , I Listen , I Think , and I Express.

Observed , Listened , Thought , ExpressinG!

2011-03-18T11:34:00.000-07:00

(Observe,Listen,Think) already......
I ask myself -
Me: Are You now motivated enough and ready to Goo4More?!?!
Me: Oh YeS I'm READY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: Go then!!!!!! All The GreaT n BesT !!!!!!!!

~ 2011~ 重新出发！！！！！I am back!!!! 4th M.D.R.T.!!!!

危机 = 我的不安 = 失眠 = 想太多 = 历史重演的恐惧感。

2009-09-11T20:08:00.000-07:00

我甘愿，
你告诉我他是谁，
长什么样子，
让我知道，
好过，
你告诉我，
你们只是朋友。。。。。

你的一个突如其来的问题，
在我的思绪上产生了 ~ 危机 ~ ，
它造成了~ 我的不安 ~ ，
使我 ~ 失眠 ~ ，
让我 ~ 想太多 ~ ，
因为我已患上对 ~ 历史重演的恐惧 ~ 。。。。。

我将会很忙，
尤其是我的八位好朋友去了英国之后，
我相信你，
请体谅我，
我不想再失去你。

T.T

2009-08-11T10:28:00.000-07:00

before i post it :

I wish :
She would read it,
especially the ITALIC part at the end of blog,
that's what inside my heart and my mind want me to type it out..

...............................................................................................
Monday , Raining , Mood : Very FANN ( sketch,work,homework..)

Event : after dropping her to her Faculty , go back to room , packing , then go class .

Event : during the lecture, wanna bring friend to cut hair, gotta rush,lecture finish at 2 ,
go back take car then will be 2.20 go out.

Event : fucking HTC got problem, cant contact HER, straight go cut hair without informing,
only a msg sent to HER that i will go out , she got lab at that time , no reply .
promised to bring HER along , but i didn't .

Event : ppl that i fetch included a GIRL , that SHE said b4 , in her opinion , is a pretty one,
for me , not me, all our friends , she is just like our brother , I CAN SWEAR!!!!!
I believe that I got no feeling on her and I told everything clearly , SHE just don't
beLIEve me.

Event : I bring them to cut hair , I go Bank settle some money matters, after that , go to
find the cut hair gang , i found a parking after seeking for some rounds , RAINING ,
inside the car , i cal her again after receiving some msg including hers.

Event : during i driving , i got call everyone, my phone signal show no service , no line ,
very pek cek! Dunno how to fix it , restart n times, finally ok, phone can't receive
any msg , after restart only receive those msg , SHE thought my phone no battery.

Event : I hungry , didn't eat breakfast n lunch ,i call her,SHE is sleeping,then she say
just finish LAB,i told her that i will eat McD , SHE say : i thought you say wanna
bring me go ? then i told her wat happen to my phone , then SHE ask who got go , i
mentioned some names , SHE got no response , until i mentioned the 'PRETTY' "GAL"
name, she say : Oh, got bring her go is it? B'cuz bring her go so You DON'T WANT
bring me go la.. I told her the phone thing, SHE say : You don't know how to
borrow phone from friends and call me?? she then off the phone call..

..............................................................................................
Feeling at that moment :

then i msg her ,

i told her that i very upset ,

why everytime also wanna relate my friends ( i mean girls ) to whatever I do that SHE think that is not ok to her...

she ask me not to reply , she don't wanna see doctor and don't wanna eat medicine .

in my opinion, this is not a good example , no matter how u angry , never ever do something that will harm your health , not matured , i am not really like this kind of prerogative..
i told her many many times..

she gimme back my advice,
(T.T)..........
I really very HEART PAIN !!!!!!!!!!!

I wonder ..
Do I need to break up every friendship with every girls ?
Is this The ONly way that will make her TRUST me ?
What happen if i become a gay later ?
...............................................................................................
Currently,
I have to manage my business , my homework , my uni activities , and
I wanna spend time with my sweetheart too..

My heart got you,
You don't know??
I told You THE SECRET before..
so i really wish to stop those stupid thinking..
we LOVE each other.
I am learning to think at your side.
I know you are learning to do the same thing to me too.

what we are doing now is very dangerous ..
remember the SECRET that i told you ,
anything might happen,
just like me,
B'cuz of THE SECRET ,
i managed to earn some glory in Ins. ,
i managed to enter UKM to meet you ,
just like when form 5 in Taman Ehsan ,
we continue in UKM too!!

before i post it :

I wish :
She would read it,
especially the ITALIC part at the end of blog,
that's what inside my heart and my mind want me to type it out..

I LOVE YOU ! ms. Sw33tHeraT =)

人生的第一次。。。。2009的元宵节！！！！My First Time In Zap Goh Meh 2009!!!!

2009-01-27T11:04:00.000-08:00

Above photo is for display purpose , non-related to the blog below.

华文版：

今年的元宵节，
受到一位在保险界赤赤有名的前辈朋友的诚邀，
我将会飞往砂劳越的诗巫，
在Great Eastern Branch @ Sibu ,Sarawak 的礼堂，
分享我从进入寿险行业至今的心路过程。。。。
这是我人生的第一次，
当起分享嘉宾，
在一群同行朋友面前讲课，
我希望我会有一至两位在西马的朋友可以和我一起到那里去，
去见识及旅游。。。。
这是一个值得并可以达到我们的梦想的行业，
唯一的条件就是我们肯做我们所学习的，
就是不断有规划的去重复做。。。。
只要你想要，并有规划的努力奋斗，没有东西是不可能的!!!!

或....OR

English Version:

In this coming "Zap Goh Meh" in 2009 ,
I'm glad that I'm invited by a Senior GSM which is also my best buddy as well as my teacher ,
I'm going to Sibu in Sarawak ,
To give a talk bout my life since I first joined Ins. in Great Eastern Branch @ Sibu,Sarawak,
This will be my FIRST TIME in MY LIFE ,
To be a speaker,
In front of my colleagues and friends ,
I wish ONE or TWO of my friends wil follow me to go there ,
To have both vacation and knowing more bout Ins. ,
This is a career that can make our dreams come to reality ,
The only condition is that we MUST APPLY what we LEARNT ,
And PLAN OUR WORK , THEN WORK OUR PLAN ,
As long as u WANT , and WORK YOUR PLAN ,
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE !!!!

WISH YOU WHO READ THIS BLOG THE BEST OF LUCK IN THIS GOLDEN OX YEAR!!!!

UpDate 第二下。。。。在2009年...

2009-01-26T11:50:00.000-08:00

牛年正月初二....凌晨　03:53 am.

收到她的讯息, 前往机场途中发出....
说不完的担忧.... 无奈.... 因无法形容....
王力宏... 她的最爱.... 爱错的旋律.... 环绕耳边....
重复的听....有感觉了....似乎想起了她....
"....我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过
所以爱错
我从那里起飞
从那里降落...."
是我太多心了？花心？无心？我心里也没答案。。。。我只有假设：
那段时间。。。我从那里起飞，因为空虚与无聊，令我爱错，我从来没想过，
我会这样做，从来没爱过，令我无法专心的她。机会不让我到它，而我也接受了时间与距离的摆布，就这样，我，从那里降落。。。。
“。。。。翻开回忆角落
完美的生活
以为幸福都可以掌握
仔细回味当初那个故事背后
喔原来是我
犯下从没承认的错。。。。”
我无法向任何人告知我内心的痛过，
只拥有那珍贵的三张照片，
收得隐秘，没人看过，
那段时光已过，因该是我，从没把握，让机会错过，造就爱错。。。。
爱错：是因为。。。。我与她的距离，就如我去中学的距离差不多，但，内心及思想，甚至沟通，无形的距离，我无法掌握，我曾经把机会把握，在她生日，种种方法，我都试过，难关无法通过。。。。
是时候降落，就在我的手机失去了记忆，我也失去了我对她的记忆，失去了联络，
只剩下回忆，到现在。。。。我知道了。。。
仔细回味当初那个故事背后
原来是我
犯下从没承认的错，
造就爱错。
此刻的我，
只想祝福她，
也希望她会以朋友的角度出发，
接受我。

我写blog,除了是响应lee ah kit大师的blogging号召外，
其实也是看了她的blog，才会想写些文字，
希望她会看到。

听着这首歌，也令我想起uncle lim在唱这首歌的时候，
想起了许多人，许多事。。。。
非常感激我的一大班朋友。。。。

我，庄健豪，恭祝各界，牛年心想事成，身体健康，步步高升（虽然高不过我），好运连连，万事如意，平平安安。。。。笑口常开。
新年快乐！！！！
HappY 牛 YeAR !!!!

是时候 upDatE 几下了....

2008-12-24T08:52:00.000-08:00

现在写blog的心情，
跟上一回写的 “周杰伦” 的心境比较之下，
就好像战斗鸡正准备上场比赛和比赛结束，
那一种非常强烈的对比GAN觉，
是笔墨难以形容的 “WOW" ，
一个字讲完。。。。爽！！！！

其实我每次都有上来留意大家的blog，
非常不好意思我的语言上的expression没有那么出色，
所以不是每一次都留盐....

其实leh,
我这次是想写一写周杰伦part 2,
可是由于我在短短的两,三个礼拜里面经历了太多的事情，
所以那个part 2等我的mood到了才写啦。。。。

14/11/08 - 我即将考试
04/12/08 - 我考完了，真的是“完” 了的那种。。。。
05/12/08 - 帮我的鸟人邻居搞farewell , 因为他要回小岛了，不懂几时再见。。。。
06/12/08 至 08/12/08 - 跟一般老友到P.Pangkor 联络感情。。。。
09/12/08 - 帮 wan yee 的干妈做有关圣诞派对的东西
10/12/08 至 11/12/08 - 到柔佛州谈生意
12/12/08 - 在公司一整天忙
换一换版本，我打到很辛苦。。。。嘻嘻。。。。排写。。。。
13/12/08 - pergi EDU FAIR dekat midvalley
14/12/08 - pergi main air kat rumah priscilla dan pergi ke PC fair utk tengok a-moi
15/12/08 - pergi kompeni iaitu Menara Great Eastern utk buat hal, lewat petang pergi joggin
dgn qh , kw , pris , 1e , san .... lepas tu, pergi makan , lepas dinner , main bola basket
16/12/08 hingga 17/12/08 - pergi mesyuarat kat manager punya rumah
18/12/08 - pergi neway qiong K bersama-sama dgn rakan-rakan yg baik
hari tersebut merupakan salah satu hari yg paling teramat sungguh gembira sekali
19/12/08 - pergi 1e punya GAN　ＭＡ punya gereja sana buat decoration.
20/12/08 - kawan baik aku - seekor kura-kura yg rupa macam manusia - turtle tai punye hari
jadi , pergi celebrate utk dia kat 1 utama sana.
21/12/08 - stay kat rumah utk kemas sini dan sana , sgt kotor....
22/12/08 - pergi ke Serang yg saya punya agency sana ada satu X'mas party....
23/12/08 hingga 24/12/08 - pergi Sg. Besar utk melawat saudara-mara saya....

Tujuan Laporan saya ini adalah utk membuktikan bahawa saya tidak mempunyai masa yg kira-kira sgt lapang utk tulis blog , ttp sekarang saya tulis juga , walaupun tidak begitu hilarious jika dibandingkan dgn orang lain yg lucu gila bubby punya , tetapi saya telah menaruhkan titik peluh saya utk siapkan blog ini....

terima kasih krn spend time dlm baca karangan ini.

其实我还有东西要写，但碍于时间有限，我将会在不久的将来继续写我想要写的东西。。。。

我，庄健豪，在此恭祝各界圣诞快乐。
神。。。。永远都爱你。。。。
神。。。。永远都保护你。。。。
神会 " da gao lei " !!!!

MerrY ChristMas!!!!

周杰伦 Jay Chou

2008-11-14T07:47:00.000-08:00

personally , i m jay chou super fans , the latest album , i love tis song (below) the most....

:jay chou:

the '' Diaoest'' person....

雨淋湿了天空
毁得很讲究
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默
悔得很冲动
就算这次做错也只是怕错过
在一起叫梦分开了叫痛是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果
我能承受
这最后的出口
在爱过了才有

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你
不用害怕失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失忆

能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪
让它留在雨天
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气
当作鄙夷

雨淋湿了天空
毁得很讲究
你说你不懂我为何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默
悔得很冲动
就算这次做错也只是怕错过
在一起叫梦分开了叫痛
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果我能承受
这最后的出口
在爱过了才有

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失忆

能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪
让他留在雨天
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇
当作鄙夷

你说我不该
不该不该在这个时候
说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没有说谎的力气
请告诉我
暂停算不算放弃
我只有那一天的回忆

能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后再说再见
你送我的眼泪
让他留在雨天
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气
当作鄙夷

专人点评：庄健豪
点评艺人：周杰伦
点评专辑：魔杰座
点评原因：听周屌的歌听到睡不着，不爽，所以要鸟他一下。。。。

01:30am, 太喜欢周杰伦，就一直听他歌，然后进入失眠状态，不爽，所以决定要鸟他一下。。。。

首先，周杰伦，看他名字就懂这个人知会R&B,华语叫什么节奏蓝调，每张专辑唱来唱去都始终如一，没有太大改变，特色就变啦，一下子又骑牛，一下子又龙战骑士，一下子又回到六，七十年代。。。。专辑制作费高到离普。。。。（因为有本了嘛，有拍戏又拍广告，赚的钱假的meh)。。。。

可能有人会讲我：你懂什么啦，这是他的风格。。。。
walau, come on，什么风格拉，起初听还不错，可是每一张专辑都一样，没有话讲，不过周某人很厉害，有自知之明，亲自写了一首歌叫“外婆”，为自己铺一条下台的路。。。。歌词如下：

*今天是外婆生日　我換上復古西裝
載著外婆開著拉風的古董車兜兜兜風
車裡放著她的最愛　找回屬於是她的時代
往大稻埕碼頭開去
把所有和外公的往事靜靜回憶

外婆她臉上的漣漪　美麗但藏不住壓抑
失去了愛情只盼望親情　彌補回應
大人們以為出門之前桌上放六佰就算是孝敬
一天到晚拚了命　賺錢少了關懷有什麼意義

＊外婆她的期待　慢慢變成無奈
　大人們始終不明白
　她要的是陪伴　而不是六佰塊
　比你給的還簡單

　外婆她的無奈　無法變成期待
　只有愛才能夠明白
　走在淡水河畔　聽著她的最愛
　把溫暖放回口袋＊

記得去年外婆的生日
表哥帶我和外婆參加
她最最重視的頒獎典禮
結果卻拿不到半個獎　不知該笑不笑
我對著鏡頭傻笑　只覺得自己可笑

我難過　卻不是因為沒得獎而難過
我失落　是因為看到外婆失落而失落
大人們根本不能體會表哥他的用心
好像隨他們高興就可以徹底的否定

否定　我的作品　決定在於心情
想堅持風格他們卻覺得還歐顆
沒驚喜沒有改變　我已經聽了三年
我告訴外婆我沒輸　不需要改變

表哥說不要覺得可惜　這只是一場遊戲
只要外婆覺得好聽　那才是一種鼓勵
外婆露出了笑容說她以我為榮　淺淺的笑容
就讓我感到比得獎它還要光榮*

酱子写的话他就可以一直重复他那所谓不变的风格咯。。。。
事实又是酱wo。。。。他一直拿奖一直拿奖。。。。真的很少有输过wo。。什么吸金王，销量冠军，甚至取代耶稣作救世主唷，救华语唱片市场。。。。其他歌手死的meh.... jolin 小姐也是很厉害得啦。。

他们讲他有才华。。。。我只看到一点点。。。。我是指歌词创作方面，一些他唱的流行好歌，如：
我不配，千里之外，珊瑚海，七里香等等。。。。都是方文山作品。。。。
人家讲jolin小姐的倒带是周杰伦送给她之类的什么定情物，有诚意点好不好，不要一直叫方先生帮你代笔。。。。更久的简单爱啊，开不了口啊，也不是vivian写的。。。。walau....顶不顺。。。。

有点累了，
对了，无可否认，
口次不清，咬文嚼字，的确是他的风格，人家讲的啦，
可是，根据我的观察，他有很努力的尝试唱清楚一首歌。。。。几首啦，如：千里之外，兰亭序。。。。
可是。。。。改变不是很理想唷。。。。
好听来讲，这是他的特点，所谓的风格，
如果换句话，其实这是他改不掉的毛病，弱点！
托他这个弱点的福，方先生才有出头天，
周先生唱歌不清楚，逼到我们拿它的歌词来看，边唱边看下就看到“方文山”这个名字，
这三个字就红了起来。。。。
原来要捧红一个人也可以用酱的方法唷，大马人不妨试一试。。。。也许大马乐坛可以取代台湾，大陆。。。。大马人加油！！！！

完毕。

上文纯属本人意见，
如有得罪之处，
还请多包涵，
我也是周杰伦迷，
我一直都支持他的正版专辑，（然后自己买翻版）开玩笑。。。。
我愿意受千夫指，站出来评击他，是为他好，也为其他努力的歌手讲几句话！
今日嘞话事：你讲，对不对？？？？

I am A Physics Stud....

2008-11-14T07:23:00.000-08:00

he he....
many ppl might have seen this....
but itts true....
physics always applies in daily lives!!!!
I love Phys!!!!

I m not Biologist....

2008-11-14T06:30:00.000-08:00

台灣，一名女人突然無緣無故的七孔流血暴斃，一夜之間，就奔赴黃泉大家下回可要多多注意囉！

經過初步驗屍 .斷定為因砒霜中毒而死亡。那砒霜從何而來？

警員展開了深入而廣泛的調查。

一名醫學院的教授被邀趕來協助破案。
教授仔細地察看了死者胃中取物，不到半個小時，暴斃之謎便揭曉。教授說：「死者並非自殺，亦不是被殺，而是死於無知的『它殺』」！

大家莫名其妙，何為『它殺』！？那砒霜又是從何而來？

教授說：「砒霜是在死者腹內產生的。」死者生前每天也會服食「維他命 C」，這完全沒有問題！

問題出在她晚餐吃了大量的蝦，吃蝦本身也是沒有問題的，所以她的家人吃了都沒有事，但死者卻同時服用了「維他命C」，問題就出在這裡 !

美國芝加哥大學的研究人員，通過實驗發現，蝦等軟殼類食物含有大量濃度較高的－五鉀砷化合物。這種物質食入體內，本身對人體並無毒害作用！

但是，在服用「維生素 C」之後，由於化學作用，使原來無毒的－五鉀砷 ( 即砷酸酐，亦稱五氧化砷，其化學式為As205) ，轉變為有毒的三鉀砷 (即亞砷酸酐 )，又稱為三氧化二砷，其化學式為As203)，這就是人們俗稱的砒霜 !砒霜有原漿毒作用，能麻痺毛細血管，抑制巰基梅的活性，並使肝臟脂變肝小葉中心壞死，心、肝、腎、腸充血，上皮細胞壞死，毛細血管擴張。

故中其毒而死者，常是七竅出血。所以；為慎重起見，在服用「維生素 C 」期間，應當忌食蝦類。

i m a physics stud.... but i oso noe bio....
specially to ganiabu.... my deer fren szc.

我的家庭

2008-11-10T07:50:00.000-08:00

我的家庭

　我出生在一個非常貧苦的家庭，記得小時候，爸爸的生活很無聊，整天只能數錢，媽媽也是，整天都在掃錢。

我家住在深山中，每次要出去買東西，都相當麻煩，開保時捷要 5 小時，開賓士也要4 小時；雖然家裡有直昇機，但是開到那邊很難找到停機位，相當的不方便。

我偶爾也會出去逛街，爸媽怕我被綁架，隨身有 20 多個保鑣保護著，大家看到我都嚇跑了，所以我從小就開始被排斥...... 因為家裡是在深山，每次到了冬天都非常冷，爸爸也說，出去買東西很麻煩，所以冬天沒有暖爐 ...沒有棉被 ...每天只能陪著爸媽燒錢取暖 ... 而睡覺的時候，也只能蓋著錢睡覺 (我覺得英鎊比較溫暖) 。

　記得小時候，有一次，因為房間太大，還來不及跑出房間，就尿褲子了。所以，爸爸在我房間放了一台小綿羊機車，好讓我能在 10分鐘以內，衝出 1000 坪的房間，穿越 5公里的走廊，到達 800 坪的廁所 (我常常在走廊迷路 ) 。

　爸爸又另外叫人加蓋了 20間 600坪裡面有著250 坪小廁所的破房間。爸爸說：以後如果尿濕了，直接換房間，如果房間不夠或是太小的話，再告訴爸爸，爸爸再叫人來多蓋幾間，我們的生活很辛苦，你要忍著點！！

現在想起來，爸爸真是個善良的人！！

　還記得有一次，家裡遭小偷，因為他用炸藥炸壞了我爸的保險箱，使得裡面的金幣不斷的往外滾出來，結果竟把那個小偷壓死了 ......我覺得那個小偷好可憐 ......
金幣壓死人是很痛的!! 他不像之前那個被鈔票悶死的小偷一樣幸運。

媽媽也常常告訴我，我們家生活非常困苦～要我學著吃苦～
　所以我從小養成了刻苦耐勞精神，我將來的志願，是要找 200 隻會吃錢的怪物，好把家裡的錢都吃光，為那些可憐的小偷報仇！！

評語：去死啦！
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2008-11-09T07:00:00.000-08:00

2 weeks b4 STPM .... i played basketball wit my ''lou yao'' .... i really so so so !@#$%^&* stressed up like hell.... luckily got them.... they.... tat day.... make me feel very relax.... i m very happy on tat day.... long time x exercise liao.... fat til like a pig....
mayb i m really a pig edi.... cuz i m fat n stupid....
recently i very very fan.... like a bird.... 烦到像鸟酱。。。i oso dunno i fan wat....
but....
the only one thing that i noe very clearly now is that....
watever, wherever , wenever....
i MUST NOT give up!!!!
i Must Do my Best!!!!
i don wan die to let ppl c!!!!
those ppl!!!! I wont DIE TO LET U C DE!!!!
really under 1,000,000.00 atm....
!@#$%^&*
GamBaTEh!!!!
thx to ganganganiabu.... i dunno who is him or her....
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
All The Best To Those Who Are Sitting For SPM & STPM!!!!

What Is Power ????

2008-10-27T07:04:00.000-07:00

Power = Force x Velocity
Power= Force x (Distance / Time)
Power= ( Force x Distance) / Time
Power= Energy / Time
Power= Work Done / Time
Power= Rate Of Flow Of Energy #

As an Ins. Advisor , meeting ppl is inevitable....
Although my experience in this line is only 1+ year ....
I met quite a lot of ppl who are really *perfect*....
*PERFECT* in my dictionary means SUCCESSFUL in LIFE : $$$ + love + Watever they do....

After Observing those who are PERFECT ,
Conclusion is Made in Phrases as Below....

Power Comes With Concentration ,
Hardworking Generates Power ,
Being Humble Is Boosting Power ,
Appreciate & Grateful Is The Key To Keep Power Forever ,
And ,
Power Gives Its Best When You Are Trying Or Doing Anything !!!!

Actually I Totally AGREE !!!!
Digest & Practise ,
It Will Make Us , so called ---> *PERFECT* !!!!

Credits to my Dear all Clients....
Thank You....

<------ credits to him too ....
=)

B'cuz Of You , THANK YOU !!!!

2008-10-25T20:34:00.000-07:00

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Once , there was a boy , who knew nothing bout suffer . Not until a morning , at the age of 7 , he was sleeping , soundly , not knowing tat he would be entering a different life from tat day onwards , facing problems and teasing from ohters ... ... ...

Sumthing that was unwanted by anyone in their life had happened to this poor little boy , his ONLY LOVELY Father had passed away due to a sudden heart attack while jogging in the morning ... The morning that the boy didnt follow his dad to go exercise as usual.. .. ..

Since standard 2 , the boy had to learn to get used of doing things by himself ... Trials and Tribulations were , inevitably , happening on this boy , he went through them , as the going gets tough , the tough gets going . He had been looked down by teacher , n his own relatives s well .

Day after day , year after year , wat he had encountered mold him a better , tougher , more matured person . He would not feel embaressing of telling others that his dad passed away since he was std 1 !!!! He didnt worry or feeling afraid that ppl wil look down on him or tease him or watever that might hurt him , as he get used of all these , in other word , NUMB !!!!

It was a difficult process to go thru' the life like the boy , who was looked down by the ppl that were supposed to help him out . He was lucky , his neighbours , frens' parents , minority of the teachers n his relatiives had supported n given him a lot of helping hands !!!!

This boy has grown up , n i met him . He is feeling grateful of having such GOOD samaritans : his neighbours , frens' parents , minority of the teachers n his relatiives in his life.

He taught me to appreciate whatever we are owning now . Appreciate & Gratitude ARE THE MOST VITAL THINGS THAT WE MUST PRACTISED IN OUR LIFE!!!!

Thank to those who have helped you before..
Thank to those who have scolded you for your own good..
Thank to those who concern bout you..
Thank to your parent/s THE MOST.. Do sth GREAT that would make them ProuD oF YoU..
Thank to those who advise you..
Thank to those who motivate n encourage you..
Thank to your Friends who treat you as a friend of them..
Thank to ... .... ..... WHOEVER WHOM YOU THINK THAT YOU HAVE THE MUST TO DO SO !!

Last but not least , Thank You for being patient to view my first blog ... Thanks !!!!

Thank you to my Family members..
Thank you to all Of THEM who Have Helped Me Before..
THANKS YA!!!!